having a strong will

Shan't talk about harmony test><.
Hokies, after viva, 2 pianos was next. (Lol miss seah will scold me for redundant adverbials of time)
Today Malisa told me a lot about trying to let your mental state or rather your mentality or your thinking control your fingers. It was meaningful. wells, my brain is just ONE step slower. EVERY TIME. Bleargh. retardation. i keep getting stuck like chewing gum on walls. Well, a strong will is really important as in it plays a really important part in self-restraint. I think that for me, if i really want to achieve something, for example A in 5 items, no matter how i couldn't do it in the past, i would still push myself really hard to achieve it. And in the end i managed. This is called overcoming your desires, in this case my desire to simply stop and let my body have a good rest. However, this trem. thing is not that simple. In this case, strong will sort of disadvantages me. In a way. Let me elab. My brain really wants to trem. properly but in this really desperate process, my wrist gets stiff instead of only the 2 fingers. Now that's a major problem. I can't control my brain to think that i wouldn't get stuck. Or in other words 'prolong' the trem's actual length. That is one great mental barrier for me. And i found out that we are both the sort of perfectionists, though there are a few diffs (She is more oral, i am the silent type) by we are both desperate to put things right. Now that's a really great thing. Mon's the RJ thing! ALARM. I seriously no time to practise. And i am plain song4 si3. haha. i need divine intervention too to help me finish my LIt and Geog PTs. HELP

Mission IMpossible 3 ROCKS totally man! Just watched haha. U noe now even at the age of 13 i still wonder how movies are actually made. Cuz they are such a wonder. welll...there's a child in every one of us (credits to Yi Hui :))